What Fresh Hell Has America Become

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Written with love by an old tired woman!

People were angry with me as they drove by. I had big trucks with belligerent white men screaming out the window at me. They were not even clear what my message was, they just knew I didn’t like their guy? A display of random hate tossed out a car window like litter. It was going around, you know, HATE. The guy they call POTUS was dispensing it like candies from a cheaply made plastic dispenser. I don’t know what passerbys’ thought as I said our Democracy was in danger under this man named Trump. They would look at the ground, perhaps wishing me and my message away. I wasn’t going to go away. It was a cold January day in 2018. Maybe people were in the indifferent ‘stage’ of this presidency? Perhaps it was a state of denial, I’m not sure?

And now, as I sit here drinking coffee, the sun shining in my she-shed window, I’m reflecting on the last 4 years; I was pegged a loony when I went to the mall that cold day. My single, one-person talking point session causing me to feel even more lonely. I stood on a milk crate in the downtown, open-air mall. Me, with my megaphone, some wrinkled notebook paper, and a book, ‘The Dangerous Case of Donald Trump, A Duty to Warn.’ It seems so long ago, yet like yesterday at the same time. My warnings were clairvoyant predictions, it seems.

Refuse Fascism, an organization that at the time was proclaiming; Authoritarianism Rule is coming, it’s in the works, couldn’t get traction, and I wanted to help. I didn’t understand why people couldn’t see it? Our Democracy was on the vine, withering. The president was lying every single day! How can this be alright with any of you! I was screaming on the inside, not able to find a way to tell others I could see the end of governmental institutions in the future. I could see the incompetence accepted over truth and sound logic. Reasoning, and calling Trump out, wasn’t happening, and I was so frustrated. To no avail, I was the outlier to be sure. I was ‘that’ person who was overreacting, causing upset, and making you uncomfortable. I saw a civil war in the making. The only opposition against it was my megaphone, my weapon, my voice.

After last night‘s DNC speech, made by former @BarackObama & the previous night’s speech by @MichelleObama, I feel vindicated and profoundly sad. We, the people, as a whole, have dropped the ball. We have let this happen, and have been giving up our freedoms, willingly! It is a tragic story that has befallen the human race before. I looked to Hitler and his reign to find relevance to what I was witnessing. Timothy Snyder has written about it. I feel vindication, yet I have not one ounce of peace right now. I am astounded and keep recalling what Obama said. IMHO, now is the moment, the tipping point of the 21st century. Will democracy survive, or will it die? We are on life support and running out of ventilation machines.

Please, for the love of God, tell your Trump friends, if you have any, about history. If you love Trump, please educate yourself about authoritarian rule. Let your friends know it is time for a talk about Trump. Have words now, tell them you LOVE them, and TEACH them about democracy, and the freedoms they have. SHOW them WHAT will go away under an authoritarian ruled state. SHOW them with stories. Remind them that it is easier to find commonalities than differences. It is far easier to be kind than angry. Let them know you understand their frustrations and fear. Let them know you are frustrated as well. Tell them your heartfelt truth. Be apart of the Resistance and act as if your life depends on it! Our lives do depend on it. There will be more deaths, not just from the pandemic, but from fellow citizens.

What would you do if the government came and dragged your neighbor out of their house and took them away? What if FEDS perpetrated violence in front of you against your NEIGHBORS? What would you do? What could you do? By then, it would be too late, wouldn’t it? Even if you don’t like your neighbor, would this be alright with you, knowing that they could come to your home also and there is no recourse? This is where you, the reader, may say I’m overreacting, and fear has taken control of me. This is where I tell you, no, keep reading, and educate yourself. This is where I say to you, this is the reality of our times.

No, this isn’t Nazi Germany, but our leadership is already Hitleresque. Trump has unmarked Federal soldiers dressed in full assault gear, shooting rubber bullets, and teargas at his citizens. Hitler had his very own police force. Cops have been instructed by Trump to be rough when arresting people. Be tough, be mean, and take care of the problematic Antifa and human scum that have never voted for me. He encourages police to enforce laws when it comes to oppressing protesters, all the while, federal agents, dressed in military clothing, without insignia, are apprehending citizens in unmarked cars, not reading them their rights, and holding them against the laws of the land. This is Authoritarian and, THIS IS WRONG! Citizens have a right to due process:

The guarantee of due process is found in the Fifth Amendment to the Constitution, which states “no person shall…be deprived of life, liberty, or property, without due process of law,” and in the Fourteenth Amendment, which states “nor shall any state deprive any person of life, liberty, or property without due process of law.” 

This is an authoritarian ruler’s tactic. As I sit in my office, I know this time, if we don’t vote, don’t speak out, don’t pay attention, we will not have freedoms. If you are frustrated with the government, and the socio-economic divide now, just wait! Trump is just getting warmed up. Might as well come get me, human scum, and shoot me in the cul-de-sac as an enemy of the State! Will this make the neighbor happy? I’m referring to the neighbor that said to me, as I was off to a protest on immigration, “We are on the other side.” Will they watch me bleed to death and do nothing? They would do nothing because they have not said no to anything their POTUS does. When children were locked in cages and separated from their parents, did that bother them? No, not enough to say anything. Other than, of course, saying, yes, we don’t like his mouth and some of the things he says, but that’s just Trump. It was like that in Hitler’s Germany until it wasn’t.

NO! They have not said anything against the beloved leader. They are SILENT.
Silence is Compliance

The DOJ has flipped & DHS is gone as we know it, along with the State Department. The FBI and other agencies that work for you are gone or can no longer be trusted. It is a slow process in an authoritarian ruled state. Many of which happen in the dead of night or right under our noses. Slowly, insidiously the services we use and rely on as citizens slowly go away. It is happening as I write this. It was happening that cold January day as I stood on the milk crate in 2018. It is happening right now! We are officially a Banana Republic– a politically unstable country… While the reference to the economy and bananas doesn’t really apply in our times, it does nail the nature of instability, chaotic life, and the dangerous environment we now live in America.

When you cry for help someday, you will be foolish to think anybody will come to help you! That is what you will get. You, I, us, we will be on our own. What is left to do now? VOTE! I do not want to see what I have seen. I do not want to feel the helplessness I feel. I want to shout at the top of my lungs loud and clear. SILENCE IS COMPLIANCE! WAKE UP, PEOPLE! This is not a joke.

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What a Cluster F*cK – How can a Hoax be a National Emergency?

Trump and his friends say this is just a Democrat Hoax! Since when does a Hoax require a
National Emergency?

I don’t know about you, but there is a lot of information out there to take in. I mean really, the news is non-stop. What is the truth and how long will this take to pan out? I mean it is a Pandemic for goodness sake. And, at the very same time this thing is looking real and the markets are crashing and Trump says at a rally, the Democrat Hoax is here just like the Impeachment Hoax.

Excuse me @realdonaldTrump, look the word HOAX up. Wait, that’s complicated so let me help you:

hoax

Definition of hoax

 (Entry 1 of 2)

transitive verbto trick into believing or accepting as genuine something false and often preposterouswere hoaxed by the website

hoaxnoun

Definition of hoax (Entry 2 of 2)1: an act intended to trick or dupe IMPOSTURE

For all practical purposes Donald, I believe you know exactly what a hoax is. As a matter of fact, you use the word Hoax as a verb on a regular basis. You use the smear campaign the same way. For you, it is what you do. Nothing more. Hoax is something you launch to keep people off balance. The SMEAR and the HOAX are the tools of a Con man. So, your gig is to trick or dupe your mark. You have your base that you duped into voting for you. You have converted most of the #GOP for all practical purposes using the SMEAR campaign. Your expectation that the majority of people will be tricked into accepting that a live virus ISN’T killing people and spreading like the plague is a serious political quandary for you. I think you have met your match. The irony is great as you have a history of being a germaphobe!

I SAY THE CORONAVIRUS IS A GIFT TO THE WORLD

Alison Silveria 2020

Now why on earth would I say such a thing? I say such a thing simply because it is a damn lie the Cluster N Chief can not out run. I finally have a way to talk with a Trump supporter and say, “So how is that Coronavirus Hoax going?” I mean, since when is a National Emergency a Hoax? How can the two things happen at the same time? How are you going to let this lie slide? How can you say that this isn’t as bad as the flu when it is stopping business as usual and crashing the stock markets? How can you have a person that is so reckless and says we have tests, yet we don’t have tests, be the guy that is supposed to keep us safe? “Do you really want this guy to continue to take care of the USA?” If they still balk, I will hit them with how on earth can a man of GOD BE grabbing women by the Pussy be acceptable to person?

COVID19 is a gift from the standpoint of logic. The followers of Donald J. Trump can’t say he is a good leader and feel confident. Oh, they will come up with some silly argument, like, just think how lucky we are that he has put a travel ban out. He closed the borders so it could be worse. Umm, no, the virus is already here folks. It is like locking ourselves in the cage with the Lions. This little beautiful virus is our friend. It has perhaps given me the final argument I needed to stand courageously in front of an ardent Trump supporter and say with absolute certainty, ignorance cannot fathom the “Truth” this virus gives. I say confidently, “So when your friends, family, or you are sick dying, will you still think it a hoax?” My pregnant pause after that line is a mic drop and a ‘Sit down and STFU moment!’

“This scanning electron microscope image shows the new coronavirus (yellow) among human cells (blue, pink and purple).” (Color has been added to the image to better show the virus and its environment.) (Image credit: NIAID-RML) https://www.livescience.com/new-coronavirus-images.html

White Lies and Truth, PTSD and Happiness

This is where the rubber meets the road.  This post is my attempt to put it out there to the world what I am about.  I am quirky, a well-educated person, using a system I have come up with to help those with PTSD transform their lives into a life full of genuine happiness and joy:

Passionately Transform Serious Difficulties in life.  A road map to making life worth living.  Living relative to the pain we ALL accumulate along the way is not a story of fiction and not comfortably talked about.  The Transformation from PTSD is a story not addressed often enough by those with PTSD due to stigma.

That brings me to the word, Pundit? A fellow Twitter friend said I wouldn’t be a good pundit on Twitter because I am too honest! TOO HONEST!  In the age of time when Truth is under assault.  A White lie is a lie and not the Truth.  Isn’t this the time where we need HONEST more than ever?  Does it not mean that the more honest we are the better for humanity as a whole?  This is the Wonder of it All!  I wonder about so many things.  How would you like it if you could Wonder about things rather than Worry about them.  Wouldn’t that feel better?  It does for me.  It leads down a road called possibility.  I will be a pundit for Truth.

Now, on the word Pundit again.  My first and not the most flattering response was to say, “Hey, What?”  That is the autopilot of my mind buying into the game show mentality that is being presented to us through binary code.  We have to find the balance in things.  All things and as we know, ‘things’ to be, are moving at the speed of light these days.  It is not what we did or what we do, it is what we do next. I will be sharing little bits of the formula I learned by living with my PTSD to get through each day.  I hope you get curious and come visit as I work to build this blog into a Transformative Experience.

I am a #MeToo.  I have PTSD. I am a Veteran. I am a citizen. I believe not in labels, but in TRUTH.  I believe we should all feel safe enough to be WYSIWYG.  What You See Is What You Get.  This is the essence of what will carry us through life with PTSD.  Not only will it carry us through, but it will help you find your happy.  Your very own natural style that makes living with PTSD an asset as opposed to a burden.  I truly believe all things possible and there is abundance.  Enough for all.  My kids call me an old hippy.  Thanks for reading.  Continue reading “White Lies and Truth, PTSD and Happiness”